afternoon light


the afternoon light was irresistible in my studio.

i've been working with ink and bamboo sticks, 
quick drawing practices. 

many bad ones and a few interesting ones in between, 
which is what i am looking for... some interesting, unexpected traits i can 
use later in my paintings. 


update...

remember my wild bunch paintings from earlier this year? 
they were part of a group exhibition at the Loading Bay in Durban. 



well... it is a little "cringy" for my ego to admit but none of them sold... 
so i took them back home and left them in the garage for a few months.

i unpacked them and had a good honest look at them yesterday, 
and i do like them, they felt alive and wild. 
it was good to see them with fresh eyes again. 

i'm not sure why they didn't sell, i could come up with many reasons
and excuses but that wouldn't make a difference. 

of course it has been a great learning experience, 
 and i learnt a few good lessons along the way. 

one of them being: "don't take it personally, it is what it is, 
get back up and keep going, keep showing up, keep doing what you love."

oh and i keep repeating to myself, just like on the opening night... 
Brene Brown's mantra: "don't shrink, don't puff up, just stand your sacred ground."



now that i've cleared the air ;) 

i have put my bouquets in my Etsy shop, it's all pretty and updated. 
(PS: my feeling is that they were priced a little too high at the exhibition, so i reduced the prices slightly) 


going big... continues



this big guy and i have been on a big journey already... 



we still have along way to go! 




some of the marks, close up


 slowly taking shape... 



 i am loving the process! 

keeping it small

while my big painting dries 
(see yesterday's post) 
i play with all these smaller marks, 
drawing quick, spontaneous faces... 


experimenting with ink. 

going big...


this is the biggest canvas i've ever painted on! 
i've been commissioned by a friend to do an abstract painting for her lounge, 
i have never done this before but it felt like an exciting new project 
i took a leap and i said yes! 


 for now this big guy and i are getting to know each other... 
mark making on a big scale. 

practice makes progress


i am loving playing with charcoal at the moment. 



quick practices.


some better than others. 


trying to stay unattached to the outcome
and to say more with less... 





after the storm


this was the ocean yesterday (tuesday) morning. 
it was huge and wild and scary. 
after months of drought we finally had rain, lots and lots of rain. 

i am SO grateful for that rain. 

like all things in life though, it came with its duality. 
at first it was a gentle rain and then it turned into an intense and crazy
downpour causing some damages. 
my heart goes out to the people who have been affected by it.  

nature is spectacular and frightening...