Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts
Showing posts with label emotions. Show all posts

update...

remember my wild bunch paintings from earlier this year? 
they were part of a group exhibition at the Loading Bay in Durban. 



well... it is a little "cringy" for my ego to admit but none of them sold... 
so i took them back home and left them in the garage for a few months.

i unpacked them and had a good honest look at them yesterday, 
and i do like them, they felt alive and wild. 
it was good to see them with fresh eyes again. 

i'm not sure why they didn't sell, i could come up with many reasons
and excuses but that wouldn't make a difference. 

of course it has been a great learning experience, 
 and i learnt a few good lessons along the way. 

one of them being: "don't take it personally, it is what it is, 
get back up and keep going, keep showing up, keep doing what you love."

oh and i keep repeating to myself, just like on the opening night... 
Brene Brown's mantra: "don't shrink, don't puff up, just stand your sacred ground."



now that i've cleared the air ;) 

i have put my bouquets in my Etsy shop, it's all pretty and updated. 
(PS: my feeling is that they were priced a little too high at the exhibition, so i reduced the prices slightly) 


making marks, making sense...

yesterday we said our final goodbyes to yet another friend.
cancer once again... 


so many emotions in the last few days.

making marks is all i feel like doing right now,
it's how i am processing and making sense of life and death
and everything in between. 


these wild flowers are for you Mands, 
i know you would have loved them because 
they are wild and free just like you. 

travel safe beautiful friend, we miss you.